Where did my babies go?

With Austin now talking in sentences (and holding a conversation with me at any given moment), reading his ABC's, counting correctly, and being such a little man it makes me realize my boys are growing up. And I know I had a little baby around here somewhere. Where did he go? I swore I had one. He is about 30lbs, red hair, and the biggest blue eyes you've ever seen. Oh that's right...he is about to be a year old and doesn't need his mommy anymore. Ugh! Granted Jake is the biggest mama's boy I've ever seen (which I looooove), but I see him getting less and less needy (especially with him now walking - still has to hold on to something though). Sigh. He is eating regular food with his favorite being bread, cheese, and pretty much everything that goes into his mouth. He is now weaned onto whole milk, which is nice. I can't believe I am about to have a 3 year old and a 1 year old. I'm going to have 2 toddlers. :( I hope David is ready to try for number three next fall!! ;)